This year God repeatedly
gave me one big message and even allowed me to experience it in one event called
LoveLife Retreat and can be summed only in 2-3 words, LET GO more.
I realized there
are two important things I need to let go in life, my garbages and greatness.
Inner Garbages ( Garbage In, Garbage out)
After many prayer
meetings, healing sessions and confessions. I am still carrying a truckload of Garbage's
like negative mindsets and feelings, hurtful memories, and bad habits. It pulls
me back when connecting to new people and drags me down when reaching dreams. My
fresh daily life is polluted by stinky feelings, wasteful thinking and unclean behaviour.
Because I was too attach with my inner garbages for a long time.
In LoveLife retreat,
we have an activity that I want to call "General Cleaning" , where our
specific inner garbages are prayed over and thrown piece by piece away from life
with all out support and acceptance from others. By Gods grace, love and power we
are all healed.
Inner Greatness(Greatness In, Greatness Out )
I will use GREAT
as an acronym for my sharing.
G-God made us worthy
I was enlightened
by God for me to realize that I survived my Mothers' abortion attempt because he
knows I will be a Feast Servant. I oftentimes feel unworthy and undeserving, the
retreat inspired me more to avoid feeling this way because Iam made worthy and a
born winner.
R-Receive God Love
I am a people pleaser
because of my approval addiction. The core problem of it is deep hunger of love.
In the retreat, we were taught to have a more Intimate relationship with God, having
him as the one and only Best Friend we really count on and hindi tayo ipag-palit sa iba. Because his love is unconditional and
never give ups.
E-Eternal Student of Life
I have hopelessness
and frustration in life, because I am less successful. God inspired me during the
retreat by this powerful realization,
"No matter how old and young the age is, the person has the right and
capability to dream and grow".
A-Affirmation and Accept myself more
Firstly, I have
enough positive self-affirmation, healthy self love, and self-acceptance of my
weakness. So I also have enough acceptance and appreciation for my retreat buddies
when we shared some of our strengths and weakness. One impotant lesson, is Don't feel awkward in appreciating self
because the starting point of loving others is loving self.
T- be Thankful or Gratitude
I have a personal
struggle of being too attach with my negative past, and sometimes forget to enjoy
the present. In the retreat I felt the positive vibes, savored the happy moments
and received countless hugs. I have faith God message made flesh in my fantastic
retreat experiences. I realize more that I have to be more grateful wherever I am
in my life now, and detach myself more from the negative past.
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